Sunday, March 02, 2008
Was looking through friendster... Saw the profile of a few of my friends from secondary school, from tuition class. They were all from the same secondary school, and they still remain close friends until now. While me, I drifted from them years ago.
And started thinking, like do guys maintain friendships easier than girls? Cos Deardear has a bunch of friends that he knew since secondary school too. They still maintain contact up to now. But me? I've never really had a close friend, or friends. Lost contact with all my primary and secondary friends. All.
I wonder if it's a gender thing or? Most probably not. Lots of girls manage to stay close too.
I think it's me. I'm just plain lazy to make an effort. It doesn't help that when I have a bf, most of time is spent with him. I wish I could have like a really really close friend, but that's just me, I'm not the kind to open up, spill my secrets or stuff. I prefer to keep everything to myself.
But now, I have someone to share with, Deardear. I guess, maybe my thinking is as long as I have him, I don't really need anyone else.
Way too dependent on him, I know. But that's just the way I am, I live for love.
Naive and perhaps childish... I dunno.
And started thinking, like do guys maintain friendships easier than girls? Cos Deardear has a bunch of friends that he knew since secondary school too. They still maintain contact up to now. But me? I've never really had a close friend, or friends. Lost contact with all my primary and secondary friends. All.
I wonder if it's a gender thing or? Most probably not. Lots of girls manage to stay close too.
I think it's me. I'm just plain lazy to make an effort. It doesn't help that when I have a bf, most of time is spent with him. I wish I could have like a really really close friend, but that's just me, I'm not the kind to open up, spill my secrets or stuff. I prefer to keep everything to myself.
But now, I have someone to share with, Deardear. I guess, maybe my thinking is as long as I have him, I don't really need anyone else.
Way too dependent on him, I know. But that's just the way I am, I live for love.
Naive and perhaps childish... I dunno.
loving you, 3/02/2008 02:46:00 AM.
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