I'm so lost right now...
I love my job, I really do. I just wish there was a way I could show A that. I don't know how to convince him... I've tried but he just doesn't seem to know how I feel...
I love A. But it really hurts me when I see that he's not supportive of my job choice at all. We've quarrelled over this topic lots of time...but I don't want to give up my job... I love working here! But I love A too.
I don't wanna give up either of them...
Been so depressed lately. Stressed but nowhere to vent it. No one understands...
Heh. That's my MSN nick currently. But I'm still enjoying it!
Lots of stuff happened this week. Not very good things... Hai. But A and I have come to a compromise. So...try it out for a while more. Ganbatte neh!!
A's also trying to quit smoking. Which is a very good thing! I am so happy! ^^ *muacks* GANBATTEEEE!!!!
Busy with work nowadays. But still, am trying hard to make time for my deardear. ^^ Hopefully, things will get better!
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Bah. Just reached my workplace. So sleeeepy!! Lol. =X
Something...hmmm, how should I put it? Something stupid happened just now. Was on the escalator up, exiting from Tanjong Pagar station, when this uncle stomped up the escalator. Darn noisy, I could hear him even with my noise-cancelling earphones on. Noisy still nvm, you know? As he passed me, he was glaring at me! He kept his eyes on me all the while when he was passing me on the escalator. Like, wth? I don't think I did anything to offend him. I was just standing on the escalator.
Maybe if he had some mental problems, he should be glaring at everyone else on the escalator right? Why only me sia? Stupid man.
Anyway, A's off today! Wee. Gonna go have dinner at my auntie's noodle stall near my house. Hee.
Been thinking alot recently. About work, about our relationship. =) Positive thoughts k?
I know A's been unhappy that I often OT...but I can't help it leh. There's always something to do. But I will try my best not to stay back in future k? I promise you Deardear.
And a piece of good news! I'm gonna be officially confirmed on the 15th of April. Wee wee~ I have already signed the confirmation letter. Boost to my self confidence, I tell you. =D
We've ben planning to open a joint account, sometime in May/June. Hopefully, we can save enough to hold my dream wedding. =X
Funny how it's always the girls who have ideas for their weddings. Ask the guys, and maybe their answer is "Anything you like lor" or "One with lots of booze". =X
Me and Cherrie on her bday chalet - 07 Apr 2007
Woot! I've been staying home the whole day today! Heehee. Been hooked on Prince of Tennis, all thanks to A lah... Lol. Darn nice anime! With really dishy characters and interesting storyline about tennis! Makes me wanna learn tennis! xD
Anyway, Happy 21st Bday to Cherrie! You're officially a woman now! Lol. Have lots of fun, and stay happy and pretty always. =) Sorry I didn't get anything for you...really didn't know what to buy. T_T
Went with A to her bday chalet ytd. We were so late. T_T Got to catch up with some of my ex-colleagues from Gallery too. It was really nice to just sit, chat and relax. The food was pretty nice too!
Met up with the babes last Thursday, cos Friday was a holiday! I got off work really really late, met up with them at Cannery's Coffee Club after they had their dinner, and we headed to MOS! Free entry rocks! A came to find me after his work.
Smoove was DARN crowded!!!! Squeezy like sardines. T_T Hated it. But the music was nice. =) After MOS, we went for supper/breakfast aka 'supfast' at Macs. =X
We love MOS's toilet!
Me and Char~
Me and Jia~
All three of us!
Upon reaching home, went to take a bath and dropped 'dead'. Haha...I'm getting old! A's a dirty boy. He didn't even bathe. =X But I still love my dirty boy. XD
So, conclusion of that day's outing was...clubbing is fun once in awhile. Cos it drains me too much!
Aight, gonna go catch my POT. That's all for today~
Btw, I'm loving my job! I'm gonna be officially confirmed on the 15th. *wee!*
Labels: clubbing, job
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Hee. Been so lazy recently to update my blog. It's getting dusty. =X
Anyway, caught Mr Bean's Holiday and 300 over the past weeks.
My Bean was moderate, quite funny, but A didn't think so. But we both agreed that 300 rocks. The fight scenes were awesome. And many hunky man flesh to look at. Lol!
A's having his off day today.
By the way, more exciting news.
I won a pair of RiverMaya perfomance tickets!! Wahaha.
I like to tune in to the Muttons in the Morning on 987FM, and they have this game every morning, What the Bleah~. I always participate whenever the story interests me. But I've never won anything, sometimes I get the right answer but I'm too slow or I totally get it wrong.
So anyway, last Thurs, I was tuning in as usual, and the story was that there was this guy in some foreign country who broke into a barn and did something to the goats inside. The question was, what did he do that got him in trouble with the cops? The clue was "van goat". Heh, I imediately thought of Van Gogh. Some painter guy right? Anyhow hantam, so I sms-ed that he painted the goats. I thought I might not have a chance, and I was walking to my office from the Tg Pagar station, when someone calls me. I thought it was Christina lor. And it turns out to be the Muttons, Justin and Vernon! And I was on radio! Woot! Damn fun. xD But I think I sounded like a dork. Heehee.
So, today A's gonna go help me collect the tickets for their weekend performance at Downtown East. =) Wee wee~ First time ever I win anything. Cheers me up man!
And...this week's gonna be a short week, wee! Good Friday. xD
I like my job. At least I don't dread to go to work in the morning, which is more than I can say for my previous jobs. I sure hope that I can learn to handle the stress here and perform! Don't let other pple see me no up. Hmph.