Saturday, September 23, 2006
Bored.
I'm supposed to be doing something very important right now. But you know how it is, I get distracted easily and I NEED the distraction, if not, I'll just keel over and die right on my keyboard.
-sigh-
A's working right now. Might be going down later to meet up with him and his friends. One of his buddy's birthday tmr and they're gonna celebrate it tonight. But...see what plans they have first. ^^
Went down to Carpenter St ytd. Was supposed to be meeting Chris. But turns out that she wasn't there when I reached. Saw someone else from my course instead, nv spoke to her before, but she's pretty friendly. Like, duh, hospitality grad.
Anyway, I don't know what to feel. It's like, I feel cheated. TWICE.
Once was the dinner and the friend thing. Second was this. I really don't know. I would have been there ytd night even if you weren't there. I would have gone to dinner with you even if I knew what you were planning.
I mean, is there really the need to lie to me to get me down there? You keep claiming 'friends of 3 years', then why lie? You say it's for my own good, then why lie? You say you wanna help me, then why lie?
I know, I have no guts to says it to your face. This is my only outlet. I don't even know if you read my blog or not.
I feel like things are different...or is it just me?
I wish Char was here.
I'm supposed to be doing something very important right now. But you know how it is, I get distracted easily and I NEED the distraction, if not, I'll just keel over and die right on my keyboard.
-sigh-
A's working right now. Might be going down later to meet up with him and his friends. One of his buddy's birthday tmr and they're gonna celebrate it tonight. But...see what plans they have first. ^^
Went down to Carpenter St ytd. Was supposed to be meeting Chris. But turns out that she wasn't there when I reached. Saw someone else from my course instead, nv spoke to her before, but she's pretty friendly. Like, duh, hospitality grad.
Anyway, I don't know what to feel. It's like, I feel cheated. TWICE.
Once was the dinner and the friend thing. Second was this. I really don't know. I would have been there ytd night even if you weren't there. I would have gone to dinner with you even if I knew what you were planning.
I mean, is there really the need to lie to me to get me down there? You keep claiming 'friends of 3 years', then why lie? You say it's for my own good, then why lie? You say you wanna help me, then why lie?
I know, I have no guts to says it to your face. This is my only outlet. I don't even know if you read my blog or not.
I feel like things are different...or is it just me?
I wish Char was here.
loving you, 9/23/2006 04:54:00 PM.
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